DOS, to Windows XP, to Xubuntu, to Kubuntu, to Nix OS. In hindsight I should have probably tried Arch, but Nix was the first one to sell me on something else, and Arch just seems like a downgrade from Nix.

To the point where I straight up leave the room if I see her.

Have you considered the possibility that you are having anxiety attacks? I had a similar situation years ago where I was evading a friend I really wanted to talk to. I had a lot of really awful stuff going on in my life at the time, and trying to engage them in conversation would cause me to flee, and I went out of my way to try to often. In the end I had to resolve other sources of stress before I was able to talk to them again.

Kurzgesagt is old ideology repackaged with sciencey concepts, it should be avoided if you want to have a genuinely scientific understanding of the world.

It's a tradition in my family, that all children have the same 1st letter.

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