It's a good coping mechanism.

Maybe https://spektor.itch.io/tachyon, but it's hard to recommend something suitable without an age range.

There is no meaning of life. You're free. Do whatever you want.

I need this mod

For Internet Historian it's a highlight.

What's the issue?

what are you using?

Kdeconnect + dolphin lets you mount your phone

If you want a rabbithole watch mort theory

Why does it feel wrong?

The pixel 4a is end-of-life. I recommend switching to something newer.

It's made for user reparability/upgradability and has great linux support.