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[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 2 points 2 hours ago

So just going to chime in here with a little advice that really should be obvious, but don't tell someone who is suicidal to just get over themselves.

A person wants to end their existence and your only reply is to completely dismiss their pain as absurd. As someone who is suicidal pretty much every day, the whole point is not wanting to exist in this pain and not seeing any way out of it. There's nothing to "get over" as people like us think of ourselves as the lowest form of garbage imaginable. A joke I often make is "Hitler had more redeeming qualities than I do."

The only thing accomplished wtih your statement is making you feel better about yourself, it doesn't help the other person at all so the whole "got nothing nice to say, don't say anything" applies here.

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 2 points 2 hours ago* (last edited 2 hours ago)

I feel similar but I wouldn't say I particularly hate my parents.

I was an accident and honestly if anything I'm very frustrated that the only reason I was born was that my grandmother is super religious and refused to even entertain the idea of an abortion, hell she's even responsible for my name (again from the fucking goddamn Bible. For me that's ironic since I loath most organized religion.) but my parents in no way should have gotten together. I think my mom was just attractive and my dad is a pig for sex (I recognize some of that in myself so I guess I got that from him... Thanks...)

As others have mentioned it's not so much that the entirety of all 38 years of my life sucked, but for me I have a distinct memory at 11 years old of having this feeling that something wanted me to kill myself because it just kept "poking" at me, making life miserable in various ways. I gave the sky the finger and said "fuck you I'm not doing that" simply out of spite of whatever it was. (I don't believe anything like that now). So I have to imagine childhood wasn't as bad although I did have to live through 2 stepfathers that both wished I didn't exist probably as much as I do.

Anxiety runs rampant through my father's side of the family and I've definitely been depressed for the entirety of my teenage and adult life. The world wouldn't be affected by my passing, but I sure as hell would love to hit the "off button" as well. All that said, if women even found me worthy, I would never want to pass these absolute garbage genes on to anyone. That should be a crime thats how shitty they are (except my immune system, that seems pretty ok lol)

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 8 points 3 hours ago

I'm rapidly approaching 40, but I'm there too.

Most "normal" people see watching a movie or playing a game as a passive experience, you're "doing nothing."

For me that couldn't be more wrong. I almost never "just" watch a movie or show, that's wayyyy too passive for me. Playing a game is engaging, you may not be physically running around, but you absolutely are "doing something."

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 2 points 3 days ago

Very very well put!

I think if you made a word bubble of all the comments I've made the largest bubble by far would be "I fucking hate propagandists!!"

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 20 points 3 days ago

like a corrupted judge, who can let his buddies off free

US "judge" Cannon enters the chat.

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 9 points 3 days ago

I firmly believe he's going to lose the popular vote, the electoral college, and yet still "win" by having the assholes that filled important election official positions refuse to certify the results and have the election kicked to Congress where the Republicans have a majority of states in their control and so one state one vote means Trump wins...

Every single mother fucker better riot like there's no tomorrow if they do this

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 27 points 3 days ago

It's propaganda.

Everything you listed is a "Democrat lie" if you were to ask a Magoo. Fox news, Newsmax, and the like spend an enormous amount of effort in creating a reality where Republicans are always the victim, and they point to the population to say "you're next!"

Anything they can't say is specifically a lie, they'll say "well you did it too so it's not bad." Anything else just isn't a concern to them since people like Hannity tell them what to think.

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 14 points 3 days ago

I'm not actually sure I agree. Trump has so much support right now because he has formed a cult of personality. If Trump goes the GOP goes. Trump dominated every primary, no one else stood a chance, which means there isn't another GOP memeber that the cult would move to so easily. Trump has a "strength" in being an "outsider" to his base, anyone else who was in the primaries would just be another "elitist" politician to the magas.

Unfortunately our politics have gotten so fucked by a disgusting form of propaganda that disregards the typical "immoral" stances (racism, sexism, etc) that I actually believe the only people that could continue to keep the GOP going are the absolutely disgusting people like MTG and Bobert... The loudmouth assholes with no regard or respect for anyone but their "tribe."

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 10 points 4 days ago

(VOLT). Not affiliated btw, but they sparked my interest.

Intentional or not, I'm here for it lol

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 1 points 4 days ago

I'm glad 8bitdo exists, at least they don’t have stick drift lol.

I'm actually kind of sad so many people deleted their reddit comments because I would have never fixed my ultimate C controller without a comment. I had no idea they had "hall effect" sensors or whatever so I thought I had stick drift until I found a reddit comment mentioning that you can't have that and to just use rubbing alcohol to fix it, which it did!

[-] Asafum@feddit.nl 5 points 6 days ago

No, sadly they actually aren't happy. There's still money out there that isn't in their bank account. It drives them insane knowing "their" money is still in someone else's bank account.

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